if today was 5 years ago,today was the day i asked Gyb to be my gf.

 

anyway...back to the camp thing

well...coz i have left it so long then i don't have much to say.

however, i really love this camp.

the best thing was i could spend time to get to know my friends

'n have a chance to know others.

all the kids at Chiang Dao 'n the friends from university.

i get to fall into a huge crush again.

i like a senior...not exactly he's already graduated.

but it seems wrose after the camp, so maybe i should stop.

i mean i really like him but he doesn't seem to want to know me.

i think i understand the read y but sometimes i dont.

it's so confusing to me.

i just....want to know him...nothing more.

i mean just now.

 

he told me that i must not say i love him.

well...right now i don't coz it's really a short time for me to know him.

however, i dont know about the future.

i love when hes around. i love to talk to him.

i love to do smth for him, the things that i can do.

but when v r not together, he seems so distant.

i wanna cry.

 

anyway...apart from that.

i have a little thing going on at the camp.

but it is my little secret.

it's sweet but strange.

nevertheless, this coming NY i will go up there

'n then i will c what will happen.

ha ha ha.

 

anyway...just for the record.

im still the same.