i'm ok with the way i am now.

i dont like uncertain things 'n i dont like competition(except in sport which i am in)

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i never have the idea to hold someone 'n let he/she leads me to my goal.

if i set my goal, i wanna go there by myself.

therefore, the only thing i seem to long for is 'love'.

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i wanna talk to someone, whom i dont know his face or his name.

anyway, i feel hes real interesting guy, but he is just appearing.

i mean...he seems to like me a lot. he has courage enough to call

after a bunch of sms 'n the worse part is i start to interest in him.

he's disappearing!!!!!!!!

he doesn't call or sms like he used to do.

he once told me that he's bz with work.

but i dont get it!

cant he just pick up his damn phone 'n send sms to me???

that's y i dont understand him.

i wanna know if he is only playing with me.

i think maybe he is.

or else, im scared if he thinks i'm ez.

but im not that kind of woman, u know.

i'm not loosed 'n easily giving myself.

 

Hur....i'm such a doubtful person.

i doub with real shitty business.